Rant 1

2007-08-19T23:50:32+02:00

HI guys, i dont have anyone to talk to about how i feel at the moment and even if i had the chance i would well up and shell over as i am a loner with one true companion which is my own mind. Time has fallen out of sync and im realy starting to confuse myself. i havent got a clue where im going because ive destorted where i've come from, the stupidity of youth, is just gold brown and fills me with glee. i think the next 2 years wil mirror the last 11 of which i wasted fighting a now pointless war which at the time seem to be the only way to survive and my fellow soldiers are left maimed and wounded, by eachother, as i once was. i hope that my foolish school years will not stunt my chances in college, THE JOKES STILL ON ME!!!!! Im still fighting the losing war which many of my peers have been pulled into and have been shot at like fodder. i have experience. I can dodge the bullets and throw them back harder, and if they hit me they no longer hurt. the blister existed, oozed and hardend.

Am i just foul and repulisve? i try my very hardest and im just way too shy and girls wont wait up, not even for the most sexy chizzled man.
So, im just left to walk alone, on a dark dingy street, but i believe there is a light, somewhere, that will draw its very attention to me and let me shine

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